This journal cuts against my grain - actually, it cuts against one major grain. But the other major grain, the hidden one, the one that so many others indulge in on the public but anonymous realm of the internet - is the part of me that wants to explore the world of sex that I have restrained myself from up until now. I come from a very conservative background, and I can't take the restriction anymore - that aspect of me is too strong to ignore -
My journey started about 6 months ago when I met "her". She introduced me to a wonderful world... since then I have been a different man, and I hope to share and dive deeper into that world through this blog.